Waiting for him to answer me but I...don’t guarantee he’d be honest about it. “Well? Do you like him or not? You’d better be honest!” Does he like Shuu? People wouldn’t be taking this long if they don’t like someone, right? Then, does that mean he likes Shuu?! But he treated Shuu so terrible! “You...like him, right?” “*Jolt*. Ah...*Nervous look*” D-did I get it right? “But you know...If someone loves their crush, usually they took really good care of them and never hurt their feeling.” “Of course I take care of someone I like!” “Like insulting his look? Treating him like he’s your enemy?” “*Jolt* Urr...I...I didn’t mean to say that.”
“Then, why did you say it? Can’t control your words? Or is it you just don’t want him to disturb you anymore by saying those harsh thing?!” Maybe he IS drunk! He’s not making any sense at all! If he cares for Shuu, then he doesn’t have to do things like he’s his enemies, right?
‘If I were to say...that I came from the yakuza family, what would you do?’
Uhh! It can’t be, can it?! He doesn’t want Shuu to get close to him because he doesn’t want Shuu to get involved in his yakuza?! “Hey...” “Umh?” “Did you...ever had a lover or something like that?” “*surprise* Ah...*sad*...” “Ah, s-s-sorry, I didn’t mean to break out your past memories...” “Nah, it’s okay.” I-I can’t believe I said ‘sorry’ to him! But for some reason, I just have to say it. “It’s about 5 years ago, when I was still in junior high. My crush confessed to me. I was so happy that I forgot all about my family’s situation.”
So he does come from a yakuza’s family, huh? “Then after 2 month, 3 guys from the Ishi family approached me. At that time, I was with him. He didn’t know anything about my family so he was scared. It was because I have to keep it a secret.” “So, you protect him?” “Well I did try but he was in the most bad state and was hospitalized for a month.” A month?! “They won’t even allow me to visit him too. After he was out of the hospital, he was transferred to some other school and so was I.”
“I didn’t even manage to apologize properly.” Tomoharu. “Do you...still like him?” “Ah, well, he was my first love but he leaves me after he knows my family.” “Then, that means he doesn’t like you for who you are but instead, he just like you for what you are in his eyes.” I undertand his situation. “So, please. Stay away from me as far as possible.” But Tomoharu, you don’t know Shuu. “I won’t promise you that.” “But Haruka, I—” “You don’t know Shuu. He’s not the type who’d give up so easily and don't underestimate him.”
Shuu’s always been like that. No matter in what situation he’ll be, happy, ordeal, sad, he’ll always tries his best and reach it. “I know getting close to you is the most dangerous thing ever, either they know your secret or not.” “Tch! what’ll happen if Shuu’s in danger?! I thought you know whats best for him and you’re letting him getting close to me?!” Yeah, I know. I’m stupid but what’s the most important to me is that Shuu’s happy. “I told you, don’t underestimate him. He’s way beyond what you see him now.”
“*Stands up* Oh well, I’ll go home for now. Don’t you go messing around the neighbour, ya hear me? *Smiles* Hmph.” “*blank look* Pffft! Buahahaha!! Yeah, yeah! *Hit his lap while laughing*”
“So even you are able to laugh, huh tomoharu? *Leaves out of the bar*” What a night. “Just what are you going to do now, tomoharu? Be honest? Hmph. Just don’t underestimate Shuu. *Walk back home*”
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